Cherish your life and loved ones

Christmas has come and gone for another year, my second without Jaise and this one was harder than the first without him. I have so many unanswered questions, thoughts of 'what if' 'if only' 'I should've and so on. I struggle to move on with my everyday task because I keep asking 'WHY?' WHY is my little boy in a cemetry, not here with me. I know he is not hurting anymore and has escaped the cruelty of this world but I want him here with me. I miss him, I want to see him play with his sisters again, I want to trip on his cars he leaves laying around, I want to change his nappies and look after him. To all those out there that waste their time worrying about petty issues, disputes or problems.... Stop! Life is short and once a life is gone, that's it, it's over. There is no 'reset' or 'rewind'. Before you go to bed at night think hard about your life, is it really that bad? Should you really have lashed out at that person? Did you call that person that's been on your mind just to say 'hi'? Never leave the house angry at your loved ones, kiss your children goodnight and TELL them you love them, even if they are asleep... Cause there may not be a next time.